I was running an errand after work in a mall that i tried to avoid due to its memories. I did a doubletake when i passed by this restaurant and noticed the table arrangements have changed. It was not a total overhaul but it changed. I waited for the pain of longing to come, but it didnt. I was surprised to actually smile at the memory contained in that restaurant. The pain has stopped and what I felt was actually refreshing. After being in a stupor for a long time, i finally smiled at a memory that used to bring so much pain of longing. I smiled because it was a happy moment that I will cherish and should be detached from any negative emotions. I guess its not just the table arrangements that has changed but my outlook on what I have gone through and in a way, a change in myself. Not an overhaul but a better, tougher, wiser me.
Posted at 11:46 pm by stefshuman